Category: thoughts

The crimson blossom
on a leafy stalk
a contrast
a brilliance
dazzles.

A black bird
on a silvery wall
a distinction
predominant
sparkles.

Azure blue sea
washes the brown sand
a phenomenon
day in and day out
enchants.

The lofty mountains
try to reach the sky
a significance
one of stature
enlightens.

The village
teemed with people
natural in manners
modest means
evolves.

So could I go on
the trials
the good and the bad
in life well lived
enhances.

The tiny white bud
on a verdant stalk unfolds.
A routine phenomenon
impresses a splendor.

The petals unfurl
one by one
in a slow motion
represent a sophistication.

The flower blooms
acquires an exquisite form
symbolic  of glory
an untold fascination.

I watch with awe
keep near to the plants
check them unfold
exhilaration permeates.

It is exuberance
to see a girl come of age.
The sprightly little one
matures. An evolution.

Daring and mischievous
she becomes responsible.
A switch  over.
Smooth  transition.

The uncouth growth
changes graceful. Cheeks
glow. The coy smile
transcends.

Nimble-footed and delicate
the adolescent looks angelic.
Amazing.  Metamorphical!
I stand spellbound

A fortune teller is at the door.
Dressed in a garb,orange predominant
stripes of green and blue dots
make him look weird.

Amma, “I will tell you
what is in store? Will predict
with exactitude. Trust me”,
he pleads.

I bid him to go away.
I am not interested to know
the future as I am not keen
to know the present.

Life moves on with a fall back,
overthrows, crosses and settles
as the tide recedes. Nothing
spectacular will happen.

I have been in a continuous trial.
Struggles are part of my existence
so are the gratifications.
This is how I behold.

The fortune teller turns back.
Understands my status.
At last for once I am not carried away
by  compassion.

Fortunate, I have never been.
tribulations wash me ashore.
I wade against the flood.
That has been my course.

With concerns in mind
that of the past
the days that have flown,
the events forgotten,
I pass the time.
with no more of rejoice.

The anecdotes throng
the remarks struck sharp, an eventuality
that penetrates, the insight
validates the discomfort,
I spend the duration
with no  rejuvenation.

The tears trickle unchecked
like the waterfall. The humiliations,
and the taunts I encountered
cause a suffering unethical,
I remain all the way
with no  cheer.

Let alone the bygone,
those that brought subjugations
and sufferings. They unnerve
and digress. Overcome them
with a smile. I tell myself.
I seek an honor in solace.

Vaijayanthi’s attitude
throws one apart.

Imperial she seems
a high handedness
am unable to accept.

Supercillious she is.
talks with an air of pride
offensive all the more.

Critiques and criticizes all
could be I this point
might be you the later.

I watch her close.
Fascinated, I smile
Restrain with  discipline.

Initial, she has to find herself,
should  realize her competence,
her worth.

Value belongs not to the material
rests on the texture.

That makes you what you are.
Being the spirit, the diligence
and the brilliance.

Confined in a modest room
for sixteen days. I drink sesame oil
munched palm jaggery.
I stay bored.

I tiptoe, a deceit anyhow
My watchful aunt stops me.
Back in the room, I remain
doleful.

I call her names. Not aloud,
she would flog me if she picks up.
I stretch out on my rough bed.
I am penalized for no reason.

She reads through the papers,
One eye on the news
while another on me.
I make faces at her.

It is half past nine
she appears at the door
with a board game.
Something unfamiliar to me.

It s a conventional one
with fourteen pits.
The rosewood board glitters.
I listen to her directives.

She fills the pits with cowry.
distributes the white shells
going counterclockwise.
Says repeated playing would
turn me a arithmetical wizard.

I follow her. She commits
mistakes knowingly.
Makes way for me to win.
I undertake with intensity

The game goes on for hours.
A trick she indulges to keep
me occupied. I enjoy, the motivation,
the technique and the skill.

The girls when they attain age
have to be in seclusion.  Isolated.
Overseen by aunts and  grand mothers.
A time to strengthen the physique.

My affable aunt expresses discipline
and love all the more, prepares
protein rich food. The prescribed diet
makes the young girl’s body strong.
A nourishment for the future.
The prospect of child-bearing years
intercepts.

I contemplate as how to honour the guests.
who would grace to my granddaughter’s ceremony?
The good old days and the memories
of my aunt inspire me. I decide.
Order Pallanguzhi and Palm jaggery for chocolates.
Substitutions  unheard off!

How will be the response?
I dare not deliberate.

One by one it goes on.
Those which eluded
have evolved.
That which escaped
are within grasp.

Inconceivable a few days ago
turns significant. Marvellous.
Happiness prevails.
A perfection, pleasing as well
overwhelms.

Experience a texture
smooth and petal like.
Tears of joy trickle.
A reward, for sure
though late, exhilarates.

Day before yesterday
am at home, idle as ever.
thought of an unconventional
deal. An experiment.
One of a dare devil.

Beware of transactions
be vigilant with transpirations
warns the mind
I reject the command
one being ruled by the heart.

Ideas show up in a row
which to choose
and what to follow
I am in a dilemma.
Hamletian!

It is not business as usual.
This one  is atypical
and speculative.
Relates to the forthcoming,
Precarious!

Have to decide.
I made. Pacified
Smothered the hurt.
Assuaged the protoganist.
Strenuous!

In return received
spat. Patience!
I wade against
the tide. Am
half way. Will I
reach the shores?

“Depends”, delivers the mind.

She is one of my cousins
a sensible woman
a contemporary,
one or two years
more or less.

She is from a family
steeped in tradition,
orthodox in conviction,
but stylish in outlook
paradoxical it might be.

Married into a community
primitive in thought
harsh in behaviour. Caught
between the two, she encounters
a meltdown.

She springs a surprise.
The maternal background helps.
She evolves with grace.
Stands out from the crowd.
Embodies brilliance.

Adi is a month dedicated to Goddess
occurs during middle of July to mid August
where every Friday turns important.

Remarkable being the month
when weddings do not take placee
a phenomenon to the Hindus.

A thirty day period of worship
where devotion holds the prime..
the mundane settles to the back.

Communities  celebrate with passion,
invoke the  Deities with hymns.
It is zeal all the way.

Auspiciousness shifts. Turns
Transcendental. Goddesses
proclaim their influence. Humans trail.

Each Friday bears significance. Encourages
donations to girls and women.
A  liberal thanksgiving.

Bangles, saris, blouses, flowers, coconuts
and betel leaves comprise the take away.
A token of appreciation.

Men find themselves let out.
while the females rejoice and exalt,
praying takes over.