I Am My Rival

defy and denounce myself.

Am I alone?
I contemplate.

Once I decide,
I  act  on the spot.

Have I committed?
Is it appropriate?

if  gone  awry,
How mserable I will feel?

The dilemma nags me,
I am troubled.
It turns out a stellar performance.I rejoice.

The concerns are unnecessary
Yet I undergo the plight .