I Am Not Fortunate

I have not achieved laurels.
They outwit me.
I have more or less secured
but slip at the last moment.

I am back in the seat.
Wait for another event.
They appear in a quick
I give my best, overly knocked.

Introspecting, I identify no glaring
deficiency, but I settle precise
out of the prime.
I am disturbed.

What could be the reason?
I fail to recognize.
Might be I am not fortunate.
nor I am blessed.