One of a Dare Devil

Day before yesterday
am at home, idle as ever.
thought of an unconventional
deal. An experiment.
One of a dare devil.

Beware of transactions
be vigilant with transpirations
warns the mind
I reject the command
one being ruled by the heart.

Ideas show up in a row
which to choose
and what to follow
I am in a dilemma.

It is not business as usual.
This one  is atypical
and speculative.
Relates to the forthcoming,

Have to decide.
I made. Pacified
Smothered the hurt.
Assuaged the protoganist.

In return received
spat. Patience!
I wade against
the tide. Am
half way. Will I
reach the shores?

“Depends”, delivers the mind.