It Is Me By Means

Terrible distraction 

Terrific pressure
Tremendous excitement
are my recent calls o

Been a shadow all through
the heydays .nestling  
in the background I am
 in the central, a pivot rather,

coordinating the activities
synchronizing the events
recording the details
all  done before by me

turning a villain,

that remained  unknown to the world
I embark into the limelight
with a gusto,  limited resource,

Awarding a grade B +
fairly  good, I hang on
with pleasure and contentment
 aspiring to achieve  distinction,

Could I? I ask myself.
 Will I? I ponder
 I should,   a resolution
that keeps me going,