Choosy of Food

testifying the meals by the ingredients
validating the place of making, scrutinizing
the utensils used, perceiving the hands
of the cooks, I refrain from eating.

Suppressing my hunger by drinking lemonade
eating a banana, helps me to sustain for a week, not anymore.
I yearn to get back home, to my kitchen, prompting
others feel that I am off my mind.