I Am in Jitters

An outburst, not uncommon
seen with fear,
shows up with a force,
unable to endure.

The bout swells with fury,
interminable exchanges ensue.
My submission is absolute,
I shudder with a rue.

Goes on and on for a decade,
I remain consumed.
This cannot continue, I ramble
feeling determined.

The following day
another concern.
I establish my impression.
Rebuke without relent.

I throw a bunch of accusations.
He counters,
The conflict angles nasty.
I stand embarrassed.

The disagreement extends.
See no conclusion.
He baffles me. I insist the same tune.
No other solution.

For the moment,
he is reticent.
Let go his anger.
Damn. He is indecent.