It is one of my many dreams
haunts me for long.
My mind cycles in speed
forward and backwards.
Condemn the desire. They thrust me
where to, I do not know.
Do I want to build a home
huge and modern?
Is it a zealous aspiration to see
Might be an interest to lead
the community and the state?
Should I hold treasures of
gold and silver?
Is it a trepidation? A trespass
I meander in circles.
A call from within confounds me.
Do not rely on temporal delights.
I turn inwards. Listen in attention.
Work towards a goal, it says.
Serve and work hard.
Mind not the result.
I have to learn. Have to transcend.
Know nobility is hard to achieve.