August 24, 2019 – Meenas Poems

The dilemma
takes me one way.
the confusion I experience
leads me the other way,
I am dragged, hauled
and let in the middle.

What to do?
I ask myself.
The inner me retorts ,
Why not you do something?
“If right accept with joy,
If wrong apologise gracefully”.

The Hamletian indecision
that i undergo makes
me uncomfortable.
Never I used to be like this
of late, I have become so.
Lost the power of decisiveness

Ramblings

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