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I deem it as a Strife.


The rigour triggers

the discipline swaggers

the practice alters

the  exercise refers

thus goes the day

with a hard work

in rapt attention

not being  a day

goes through all days

be that my life

could I deem it as a strife?

 

 

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The Cat and The Mouse.


The cat and the mouse game

I played with my friends

on the sprawling grounds of our school

unusually  strikes me fast.

 

Once I played the mouse

and a strong girl the cat

over and over I went  in circles

between the rows, beneath the chain

she came charging behind.

 

I lost my spirit, slowed down

knew that would be the end

oh! no, she hit on a stone

and broke her leg.

I came out free.

 

A game of energy and will

shows your strength and skill

over and above lies one more

being one of  luck all so vital

determines the victory and defeat.

 

 

 

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I Turn A Planter.


 

An experience of a kind,
from the comforts of the living room
to the hot oil palm estates,
a startling one!
I flew to Malaysia
a decade back
to participate in a festival
God willed it otherwise
I am deep into business
full time as much.

Teluk Intan.the town, where I am,
is commended as the best zone
for oil palm cultivation
having fertile black alluvial soil
most suitable for palms.

I, in my new role, as a planter,
wear big estate boots
don a straw hat and grab
a walking stick to support me
in case, I slip on the marshy tract
with packed lunch, all arrangements pacca.

I start my first day’s work
I find
the trees, tall almost 40 feet
fruits, big weighing 50 kilos
a massiveness in all
surroundings inordinately hot
possessed by a silence,
deadly silence, fearful.

Awesome and amazing on one side
uncomfortable and stuffy on the other
Gosh! I sweat in and out.
the palms release excess humidity
adding to the global warming

My journey has begun
before I could come to terms
a visit to the estates turns compulsory
every fifteenth day, I mark my attendance,
not for the sake but in earnest.

I supervise the harvest
learn to speak a few words in Malay
boleh, pegi, mana, makan
(can, go, where, food)
address the workers as cawan
meaning my good friend.

Harvesting is done with long rods
could be lengthened and shortened
according to the tree’s height.
A sickle is attached to the rod
a sharp cut on the exact spot
and a heavy pull brings the fruit down
it falls with a huge noise.- thud
the heart jumps out.

A novice I am, as seen in an incident
being engrossed in foreseeing the harvest
failed to notice the fall of a fruit
I was fortunately pushed aside by one of the harvesters
but for that, my head would have been
broken
and my brains would have jutted out.

The pickers,
with a wheelbarrow
pick the fruits with ease
pile them in heaps
at a vantage point in each row.
I go behind each harvester
talk in bahasa Melayu
ini, ini, buah, buah I shout
pointing to the fruits they have missed
he nods and says boleh .

I order the pickers to collect
the loose berries lying around
call out to them sini mari la[/i
funny to see me turn into
a hard task master.

It is the way I learnt
it is how I live today.
behind the harvesters
between the rows of [i]kelapa sawit
beneath the trees
with the orangutans and snakes
playing around.

I walk past the rows briskly
a leech (attai) clings to my sari
crawls stealthily in
clings to my calf muscles
I shout with pain,
try to seize it
it stuck even more steadfast
sucked the blood through
fell down dead soon after.

I cried ayyaaoo ayaaooo in pain
excruciating it was, my eyes well
the harvester smiled all knowingly
said to me gently, with a concern
puan, tidak much untuk menjadi seorang penanam kelapa sawit
“it is not easy to be a planter.”

 

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A Faux Pas


A faux pas it was

a blunder so to say

he commits one after another

a daredevil he is

impulsive in a way

acts in a speed

plunders and loots

eats and devours

robs and steals

mind not my over telling

it be his manner in an all

a criminal with a quest

one to overturn and create a chaos.

 

 

 

 

 

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The Negates.


Lay around in a deluge

articles of all sort

none to touch.

 

Scattered all around

is a family of six

none in terms.

 

Withered all around

lay the grains

none to irrigate.

 

The singing bird

is terribly ill

no music around.

 

Having lost his wealth

by spending extravagantly

he lies in despair.

 

Drunk to the brim

the drunkard  lies

on the road  uncared.

 

 

Known for his misdemeanour

the wayward son goes astray

wish he not been born.

 

Have cited  too many negates

an indication be they alone.

caution be yours.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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An Unfaithful Lover.


A lot more could be said

silenced by the consequences

she goes away from the limelight

for reasons best known to her

a saddened heart be all for a cause.

 

Tossed and torn by love

she lost her grace, on the whole

her charm has waned

she looks a grief struck and bitten

by the destiny’s cruel hands.

 

The love she bore for a man

was well accepted in the beginning

later it turned into a faithless one

his eyes all set on her money

which stood beyond billions.

 

She gave him liberally at first

censored as she smelt of an unfaithfulness

which provoked him to the most

unkind he turned at once

sadistic and selfish all in one.

 

She cut her ties with him

could be the physical one

done so easily and smoothly

while her agony tormented her for long

being one of the mind and heart.

 

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A Drive Up and Down — Metaphorical


It was a long drive from my place

we went at a moderate pace

no ups and downs on the forward

vehicular traffic was towards

negotiated with a knack and patience

well, need very much of a tolerance.

 

While coming back it was a way different

took the less traversed road being deviant

crossed through slopes and bends  many

absolutely free from the traffic of any

we drove at a high speed in a fun

one of a peaceful journey  worth a ton.

 

Could I see myself as the same in my life?

a lot of hurdles initially intercepted

found a way to the destination in a struggle

if I had been more aggressive

paused for a while and  turned regressive

this time, I came out successfully

I learnt the lesson rather  too late.

 

 

 

 

 

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Cruel and Merciful


A cruel destiny

takes all the three children’s life

the parents remain unconsoled.

 

A merciful destiny

gives them another child the next year

a consolation for the loss.

 

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Ten Years.


I look back with joy

ten long years  have gone

I am still on.

 

I came  for a holiday

ten years  have turned

all my days.

 

I purposefully came

ten years back to watch an event

now, I am a savant.

 

The turns  and twists in my life

cannot  be  arranged  in order

push me to a disorder.

 

I am a circumstantial  prisoner

in and out I go and come

better if I had been dumb.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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An Array Of Beads


An array of beads

green, red and blue

yellow being the loveliest

a string of all

could be loved by all

wish to make one

just for fun.