The wall collapsed
there being a risky lapse
The thought of living
the thought of prolonging
the thought of extending
the thought of lengthening
the thought of propounding
the thought of stretching
after few decades say six
leads us to a delicate fix
where there could be many kicks
accompanied by too many pricks
walking with the help of the tsick
the mind goes out in a click’
and the memory in a flick
that
should ensure a destination
there should be a full stop
there should be a peaceful sleep
that of a disappearance into the infinity
the right time to get away
the exact moment to pass .
A feeling of something missing
be it in life or performance
I really do not know
keeps me disturbed all the time
lending me a despair and disappointment
that I am unable to overcome
however much I try hard
and whatever much I do
Why such thoughts come to my mind?
Why am I so worked up all the time?
This makes me sad in a way
letting me in a precarious stay
stumbling through the way
with a sense of insecurity in the sway.
Withdrawing I go into a shell
just smiling to myself
might be the smile is because of
inability and inefficiency
that remains in me
never lets me go into the world
steeped in competition high and dry.